For the last several days I have taken 30+ minutes every morning to consciously focus my life and center it on God. I consciously place myself in His hands and then take every spare moment throughout the day to remind myself of that fact. I read snippets of my current spiritual book at opportune moments. I quietly affirm my goodness to myself whenever negative thoughts pop up into my mind- which is quite frequent. It isn’t convenient or natural to do any of this- it requires effort.
Things just seem to be going really well these days.
Not that anything has changed, it’s just that I don’t care about the junk.
Yes, I may wake up tomorrow and have it all turn to mush, again, but for this moment, I will rejoice.